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Dear self,
I know you and I know that look in your eyes and all I can tell you is to run like hell. I know that you will give me a list of excuses proving me wrong so allow me to bullet my observations and see if they cant get drummed into your head.
While the two of you could possibly have something else if circumstances were different please bear in mind that they are not. How things would be if things were different does not change the way things are now nor does it make them right.
Havent you been through this enough to notice the warning signs. My god I would have thought that you had a built in red light that flashes by now. He came over and you had sex, he left after two hours and you find yourself wanting him to stay not because you want more sex but because you want to visit with him? He is there for sex, you are just sex, you will never be more than just sex... where was the word friend and visit in that paragraph? what, you dont see it? that would be because it isnt there!!
The sex is replaceable. Yes its great, but keep in mind that sex with Mr. DJ was/is great too and you dont see yourself getting all attached to that piece of ass now do you?
It's the uniform, nothing else, just the uniform. if you close your eyes he's like every other asshole.
I know you like seeing him often and visiting, but this is rule number one in the "how to be a fuckbuddy handbook". Never under any circumstances allow yourself to become dependent on their company, and never ask more information than is absolutely necessary about his life.
and last but not least, you've been through this before and you've been hurt before. why not take an opportunity to be the bigger person and stop it yourself before he realizes what is happening and does it for you.
You can not hide this despite your confidence in your shielding of the heart abilities. He will soon notice (isnt your current argument showing you that?) and will run like hell after swiftly giving you a kickstart in the opposite direction.
Would you grow some brains and save yourself some hurt for once instead of allowing everyone else to do it for you?
Sincerely,
yourself
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Name: Ann-Marie
Nickname: Dunkin
Birthday: October 6th
Status: Single with booty calls
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